Why does the bad stuff happen to the good guys, and why am I going through this?
I did feel a strong sense of an answer to prayer, of Jesus' oversight. ( Christians have these moments. If you're not one, ignore this aspect of me ;-) ). I felt that He wanted me to know that he cared about my work, and that any attack on it would be His problem- and that everything would be alright. At first I couldn't understand 'why' the assault had been allowed to happen, 'why, why why'. Surely it was heaven's business to protect me?
It's obvious to everyone that I am doing Jesus' work and that He is supporting me. Jesus wants me to reveal my divine research, He told me. The malicious band of saboteurs are clearly devilish donkeys and they will feel the wrath of the Lord and be doomed to Hellfire. Only I shall be saved, destined to sit at His right hand. I can now better understand 'why' the answer to prayer that came just a week before it all began. Jesus tells me what is going to happen in the future.
It's taken a weight of my mind. Th more the meercats of maliciousness and the aardvarks of abuse gang up on me only shows me to be more and more certain that Jesus is with me, sharing my suffering and is a witness to my crucifixion, the crown of thorns that has been placed on my brow, the spear of the satanic saboteurs has lanced my side.
But I will be reborn and I shall be a beacon to all nations and my research will offer salvation to the lost children.
Jesus Himself is guiding my actions, holding my hand and admiring my norks. It is He who commanded me to blog the malice, to stand up against a cruel and corrupt world and it is with the certain knowledge that I have his blessing that I know I will prevail.
The judge in my trial is like Pontias Pilate, but my real judge, Jesus has pronounced me innocent like a lamb. Just like Him.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of maliciousness, I shall fear no saboteur for My Father has prepared a place for me at His side. I've known this for a long time ( click).
When I explained this to my lawyers they were really impressed. They were speechless.
It would have been quite enough having to deal with the Special Branch PR Unit on it's own. But of course I wouldn't have had to. Exactly what Special Branch officials opposed to my research needed, was for a small pack of stalking abusers to make false allegations about me which they could massively use as a lever to discredit me. In fact, they were fairly desperate for anything to use. And The Met are attempting to do exactly this.
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